I miss IAMX. The band I used to love few years ago. I miss the autentic wildness.
I woke up few minutes ago and started to think - is this thing that's now between me and IAMX, something that 'the others' used to call 'growing out of something'?
The further Chris goes, the less interesting he is for me. I'm trying to find the reason. Is it his music? Is it the knowledge I have about his behavior last year? Bit of both maybe. I hate that Sue, Tom and Dean have left the band, I hate the feeling of fakeness this band's been giving me for last two or three years.
Is Chris trying to become the new Bowie? Living on the edge in Berlin, writing s&m songs and wearing leather clothes.
I truly love transgression, but I feel that he's just fake. That Reza (his manager) told him 'yo, Chris, teenage chicks love that'. Well, maybe I've just stopped loving you Chris? ;)
